I Woke Up at 4 AM

Really tired of my insomnia and my pain level affecting my ability to sleep. That and the committee in my head that seems to want to carry on its business meetings the moment I want to go to sleep. Really freaking tired, and unsure when I will get decent sleep again. Hoping my back won't be as bad today as it was yesterday. When K and A were playing, I had to go to the car and recline the seat, because the spasms were so bad. I can't stand this much longer.